HI! I know it has been such a dreadful long time, but there are a few reasons I must admit to that have been the cause for my absence.

1. Lack of Inspiration- Senior years of highschool sucks no matter what anybody says. Always busy, always running around worried about what to get done, how much time theres left to have fun etc.

2. Depression- I must admit that I have been in some sort of a depression this year. I'm not sure what that's all about, but I suppose that it's mainly stress. Also questions like, "Am I doing the right thing?" "Am I on the right track?""Is this REALLY what I want to do?""Why does my sister have to be so far away?""What's going to happen to me and the boyfriend that I love very much at the end of the year?"

3. Which leads to problems with said boyfriend- His stupid friend is always getting on my nerves and saying that he doesn't like me and that he's cheating on me....I know that I shouldn't let that get to me, but it really does, and lately, all I can do is think about him. We're on Spring Break, and I've spent the majority daydreaming about him.

4. Family issues- Earlier this year my uncle died, and my family is kind of rocked by this. But ever since my best friend and cousin Tawatha died, I haven't been able to cry when people die. It was very hard to watch all of the family around me cry and sob, yet I wasn't able to, even if I wanted.

5. SCHOOL- I got accepted into ALL 4 schools that I applied to, but I've decided to go to ODU. As sucky as this year has been, I'm really excited to get out there on my own, and start a new life. Of course I will miss all of my friends and family, but it's finally time for me to take over, and I hope I do a dern well job of it.


There are probably many other reasons, but those are the main ones! Some things that have been helping me a lot this year has been the movie RENT, my friend Derek, and my dad. It's hard to say that I have been awfully lonely this year, as all of my friends are sort of drifting off and finding their own things. It's cool, I'm glad they can all do that, but I'm not really like that. The circle of friends I started with is still the circle of friend I stay associated with today. There aren't that many new friends, and I suppose that is my own fault as I am bad at clinging on to people XD.

But all of this will change when I get to college! It will be a new, outgoing me!

OH and I have to lose like 30 pounds. Good luck with that haha.

I hope this year turns out a lot better than I think it is. I just have to be positive. That's all.



P.S HOLY HELL I FINALLY BEAT KINGDOM HEARTS 1! ISN'T THAT RATHER PATHETIC FOR IT TO TAKE ME 3 YEARS TO FINISH IT? I DON'T EVEN KNOW IF I WANNA EVEN LOOK AT THE SECOND ONE BECAUSE I KNOW ALL MY FRIENDS ARE GONNA LAUGH AT ME AND BE LIKE, WOW WHAT TOOK SO LONG? BUT HEY, I FIRST GOT THAT GAME WHEN THEY WERE ALREADY BEATING THE SECOND ONE -_-. I'M JUST A BUSY PERSON OKAY? I DON'T HAVE TIME TO SPEND 72 HOURS AT A TIME, BEATING A GAME WITHOUT FOOD OR SLEEP....

So things are finally starting to slow up a bit, so I have time to breathe. THANK GOODNESS!! I still have a lot of work to do though. I'm happy with the time I have though. I gotta get crackin' on college stuff though. Don't wanna become left behind ! AHH!

ALSO Anime USA is in 24 days!!! I am SOOOO Excited!!!! I hafta work on my cosplay costume tho. I have most of it done, just the tidbits to perfect and I'll be done. If the stoopid fur rug would stop shedding all over everything, that'd be nice :$ AND MY LOVERLY ONE IS COMING WITH US THIS YEAR I AM SO HAPPY cuz we get to spend our 2 year (I KNOW 2 YEARS AHH WOW) anniversary togethers!!! SO excited and happy *dances*

*** NEWS PURPLE PEOPLE! **** HOPE?

I managed to get ahold of Vol, and he has word that there are some people of the Green Race that are rebelling against them and causing ruckus and harm to those evil soul suckers! He says they are headed our way to help us out in the fight that is to come. Question is, can we trust them? Or should we keep them somewhere locked up where we can keep our eyes on them? As head princess I am at a crossroad I dunno what to do....

OK, so, I have not been on for a while, I apologize. Classes are overwhelming an I have straight A's to earn. I am currently trying to find time to do anything really, all of my fanfiction hasn't been updated since LAST school year and I know people over at that place are getting annoyed with me. I'll see what I can do. I'm just reallly under pressure right now but after the next two week things should slow down and mellow out.

As far as the purple people are going, Negotiations are still under way, military officers are STILL missing, and we are in the search for lost ancient texts and documents. So the history of our people will not be out for a while. SORRY. I'm hoping all of this will simmer down by Samhein. Anyways, any questions about that I will try to answer but like I said, our shtuph is gone.

Thanks to y'all who've been commenting me......It's cool.....need more friends here....hmmm.....

I FINALLY finished the reading part of my English homework! Now I have to write those darn essays! And I've only got 11 days to do so! I love procrastination, yes? Well I most certainly cannot do that this schoolyear and get straight A's which I MUST have if I want to even TRY to jump into the top 50 ranks in my class!!!

These essays are gonna be so difficult to write because you're supposed to be all analytical and stuff about the stories and reading in between the lines and all that but I am certain that I need a lot more practice in that before I write essays on what I've just read. -_- Oh well I suppose they shall come out fine if I stay positive about it! POSITIVE-ITY I CAN DO IT I CAN DO IT!!!!

My sissy left early this morning She's going back to her college out in the mid-west and now I have to deal with all these grown-ups alone Plus my mommy and gma have gone to take her back so I am stuck with my crazy gpa until they get back. Yay me. He's got me runnin all over the place lookin' for weird things and stuff. And on top of that my uncle's bringing his dog down so we can dog sit her (woooo....) and my mommy's 'friend' is apposed (yes I said APOSSED) to come stay tomorrow night so that she can go look at her new house. Oy vey shall I get these essays done on time? AND I want to change around my room for feng shui purposes for the new school year!!! SO MUCH TO DO SO LITTLE TIME!!!

*faints from the overload*

LAST NIGHT, it stormed for hours. I looked outside and happened to witness that at something a clock at night/morning it rained silver rain.

MY FELLOW PURPLE PEOPLE THERE IS HOPE YET!

No news as far as the army investigation is going but keep the soldiers in your prayers.

In case you are confused, Silver Rin is a trade mark of our home planet. This is a very good sign that it would rain silver on earth!!!

Perhaps it will be time to confront the green madness that parasites our home. I dunno, I'm kind of reluctant to go back. I like Earth. It's cool when you get use to it. Besides, when we go home it will be time to pick a ne King/Queen. I'd hate to see dispute and war between the royal family like last time. I love my siblings. I wish not to see us squabble over a thrown!

We'll see where this leads....

OH AND ON EARHT EARTH, I still have lots of homework to do -_-. School starts back up soon BLAH. I want to go! But I don't at the same time!!! Last year blues I guess...